I find myself grappling with the above.. is it a concept?  Is it attainable?  I want to believe that it exists, that I can do it.  But I find myself falling off the bandwagon more often these days.

I need to surround myself with positivity and block out the inner demons.  I need to reconnect with myself and be in the now.  I’ve got this in me, I know I do ..  I just gotta try harder…


8 thoughts on “Mantra…

  1. foodieliv1209 says:

    Let go and let God…don’t focus on trying harder cos you will spiral down even harder when it feels like it takes you even longer than expected. Thank God for this season and ask Him for guidance with faith He is ard to hold you close when you feel so trapped in this unhappiness that you may not be able to comprehend. In the meantime, focus on the small joys in life like the gorgeous Tokyo trip with beautiful sakura view and your lovely doggy…not to mention your wonderful man 

  2. bookjunkie says:

    this really spoke to me…thanks for writing about it. I needed the reminder. Often it seems so elusive and I fall into episodes of feeling really sad and down. I have moments of joy too but the worry/yearnings always tends to eclipse those moments.

    • Lady J says:

      Thanks BJ, contemplated if I should write it but I just wanted an avenue to just put my thoughts into words instead of letting these feelings take control. I’m a worrier too so it takes a lot more effort to remind myself to be thankful for the present..

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